fail me not this time

Making decisions is a constant struggle to me.  I'm good at making decisions for others but not for me especially when it comes to matter of the heart.  It is stressful and although I've resorted to listing the goods and the bads, it doesn't really convince me to settle to one final answer.  Now, I only choose what makes me happy now, and I don't know that the right decision will make me happy later.  But I'm a firm believe to when life gives you lemon, you make a lemonade out of it.

Love life will have to wait.  Long to say these words to the one.

"where have you been all this time? I am almost tired of waiting...wish you'd come sooner, then I 

don't have to suffer of broken hearts..."

 Oh how I wish I could say these words soon.

time doesn't heal

It's been awhile dear blog... I don't mean to abandon you.  It's just that I have no idea what to share, I've been an empty can for awhile.  Been pathetic I know...in these down days I prefer laying low, don't feel like sharing and prefer to be on my own.

Broken heart takes most time to heal.  Will never forget for the rest of my life, those moments will occasionally come back, they doesn't go away in time, it's not true...no matter how hard you try to let go, it will keep coming back because it gives such a big impact in your life, especially when someone does change you even for a moment.

Time doesn't heal, this wound will never heal, all you can do is to held your heads high and move forward.  Think of the people who still care about you.