Alhamdulillah, I do not feel as hell as ever whenever I get my heart broken because now my new love is my career. Usually when I'm down, I seek my friends for comfort and if they are not around, when I'm all alone I would cry my heart out. Now that my time is occupied by work in mind, I don't feel sad 24/7. I could busy myself with work and not playing the WHY game.
Of course there are times, especially on my way to and back from work and the time before I fall asleep that I quietly cry. It's been a month and I don't know when this will be finally over. Heartbroken has made my mood swings, a close friend notices and guess that I've break up with the guy because she said I fake my smile and laugh and distance myself more often. Being back home in JB with my family is definitely an instance cure, though I'm not fully recovered, I'm thankful I have my family and friends to back me up. I'm truly blessed. Thank you ALLAH swt.
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