whole again

One of my many fave, not many know this song but seriously any guy who likes me should listen to this song. Always a fan of slow rock~ Rape the play button!

Whole Again by Edge of Fire (Malaysian band)

without you

No I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows

No I can't forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
When I had you there
But then I let you go
And now it's only fair
That I should let you know
What you should know

I can't live
If living is without you
I can't live
I can't give anymore
I can't live
If living is without you
I can't give
I can't give anymore

thank god i found you

when will I see you again?

a perfect song for you in case you read this...how deep you break my heart... 

When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye,
Not a single word was said,
No final kiss to seal any scene,
I had no idea of the state we were in,

I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think about where I went wrong,
The more I do, the less I know,

But I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

Gave you the space so you could breathe,
I kept my distance so you would be free,
And hoped that you'd find the missing piece,
To bring you back to me,

When will I see you again?

Sophia-Bella: 12 Days of Hogwarts

I'm a total Youtube junkies.  Youtube videos have taught me a lot, learning on almost everything from putting on false eyelashes to beading.  Apart from that, I also get to watch videos of people from all over the world documenting their every day lives.  Youtube videos are more real than fake act on tv and eventhough they sometimes shows useless random videos, I still enjoy watching them just because they're fun to watch.  I subscribe to few channels such as michellephan on make-up tutorial, some girls doing tutorial on how to wear stylish hijab, also geofg channel, an American who video-taping his cute Japanese-American daughter, Nina and not forgetting Sophia and Bella of mugglesam channel.  Following previous post on Harry Potter jokes, I came across a video of sisters, Sophia and Bella from Canada singing the 12 days of Hogwarts.  I found these little girls charming and singing a made-up song about Hogwarts, I cannot resist posting the video on my blog.  Here is the video, (credit goes to mugglesam who wrote the song):

Day 16: A Song That Makes You Cry (or nearly)

Bon Jovi - Always

Day 6: Whatever Tickles Your Fancy

Dedicate this song to my on off love affair...lol
altho our relationship is full of ups and downs, deep down, I still am in love with you...B

WE BELONG TOGETHER

I didn't mean it when I said I didn't love you so

I should have held on tight I never should have let you go

I didn't know nothing

I was stupid, I was foolish

I was lying to myself

I could not fathom that I would ever

Be without your love

Never imagined I'd be

Sitting here beside myself

Cause I didn't know you

Cause I didn't know me

But I thought I knew everything

I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling

Now that I don't hear your voice

Or have your touch and kiss your lips

Cause I don't have a choice

What I wouldn't give to have you lying by my side

Right here..cause baby

When you left I lost a part of me

It's still so hard to believe

Come back baby, please

Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on

When times get rough?

Who's gonna talk to me on the phone

Till the sun comes up?

Who's gonna take your place?

There ain't nobody better

Oh, baby baby, we belong together

I can't sleep at night

When you are on my mind

Bobby Womack's on the radio

Saying to me

"If you think you're lonely now"

Wait a minute

This is too deep

(Too deep)

I gotta change the station

So I turn the dial

Trying to catch a break

And then I hear Babyface

"I only think of you"

And it's breaking my heart

I'm trying to keep it together

But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element

I'm throwing things, crying

Trying to figure out

Where the hell I went wrong

The pain reflected in this song

It ain't even half of what

I'm feeling inside

I need you, need you back in my life, baby

Day 1: Your fave song

I no longer stick to one fave song like I used to. My current fave is....

There's somethin' 'bout the way

The street looks when it's just rained

There's a glow off the pavement

you walk me to the car

And you know I wanna ask you to dance right there

In the middle of the parking lot

Yeah

We're drivin' down the road

I wonder if you know

I'm tryin' so hard not to get caught up now

But you're just so cool

Run your hands through your hair

Absent mindedly makin' me want you

And I don't know how it gets better than this

You take my hand and drag me head first

Fearless

And I don't know why but with you I'd dance in a storm in my best dress

Fearless

So baby drive slow

'til we run out of road in this one horse town

I wanna stay right here in this passenger's seat

You put your eyes on me

In this moment now capture it, remember it

Well you stood there with me in the doorway

My hands shake

I'm not usually this way but

You pull me in and I'm a little more brave

It's the first kiss,

It's flawless,

Really something,

It's fearless.

it ends today

It finally happen.

ABBA - The Winner Takes It All

I don’t wanna talk

About the things we’ve gone through

Though it’s hurting me

Now it’s history

I’ve played all my cards

And that’s what you’ve done too

Nothing more to say

No more ace to play

The winner takes it all

The loser standing small

Beside the victory

That’s her destiny

I was in your arms

Thinking I belonged there

I figured it made sense

Building me a fence

Building me a home

Thinking I’d be strong there

But I was a fool

Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice

Their minds as cold as ice

And someone way down here

Loses someone dear

The winner takes it all

The loser has to fall

It’s simple and it’s plain

Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss

Like I used to kiss you?

Does it feel the same

When she calls your name?

Somewhere deep inside

You must know I miss you

But what can I say

Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide

The likes of me abide

Spectators of the show

Always staying low

The game is on again

A lover or a friend

A big thing or a small

The winner takes it all

I don’t wanna talk

If it makes you feel sad

And I understand

You’ve come to shake my hand

I apologize

If it makes you feel bad

Seeing me so tense

No self-confidence

But you see

The winner takes it all

Amanda Seyfried - Little House (Dear John)

I am currently obsess with a song written and sung by Amanda Seyfried for the movie Dear John starring Amanda and Channing Tatum. I listen to her song everyday now without fail before bed. I highly recommend this song. hearts!

fly me to the moon by julie london

one of my favourite song



Fly me to the moon
Let me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like
On a-Jupiter and Mars
In other words, hold my hand
In other words, baby, kiss me

Fill my heart with song
And let me sing for ever more
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore
In other words, please be true
In other words, I love you

if only u never say "entah" or "tak tahu" PART II

entah by afgan

kutahu, kau selingkuh
kau duakan cintaku yang tulus
kau tahu, diriku
tak pernah berpaling dari dirimu
tega nya kau dustai semua
janji kita berdua

Entah masih kah ada cinta dihatiku
untuk mu
entah kapan kah ku dapat membuka hati ini, untuk mu

tak pernah ku bayangkan
cerita kita berakhir begini
tega nya kau dustai semua
janji kita berdua

my lullaby

this picture was taken on June 5th by the bride a.k.a my cousin from mama's side..it is the night before the bersanding day..she was just officially dinikahkan to her husband,abg najib..(i'll post the pic later...) my pak long,her dad surprised her with this group of gamelan player..knowing that she likes gamelan (me too) so,after dinikahkan..(dengan x sabar2nye) we played gamelan for awhile..i missed the sound,the feel..gamelan is beautiful..my perfect lullaby..

you gotta be

Listen as your day unfolds
challenge what the future holds
Try to keep your head up to the sky
Lovers they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
Stand up and be counted
don't be shamed to cry

You gotta be bad,
you gotta be bold
you gotta be wiser
you gotta be hard
you gotta be tough
you gotta be stronger
you gotta be cool
you gotta be calm
you gotta stay together
All I know LOVE will save the day

Time asks no questions, it goes on without you
Leaving you behind if you can't stand the pace
The world keeps on spinning, can't stop it if you tried to
The best part is danger staring you in the face

about gamelan

i used to play gamelan when i was in uitm..i played saron pekin, i love the soothing sound of gamelan and when i hear the music, i feel like dancing to the rhythm.. if u are interested, search on one of the famous composition "timang burung" or you can listen to it on my friendster page


this is saron pekin

for more info on gamelan wikpedia gamelan or tourism terengganu