what a girl wants

a day before convocation

What's so syiok on the 25th? It's my convocation of course! YAY!

I'm currently super duper excited about it and went on googling convocation. Apparently, convocation means "calling together" in Latin.

It's 1:30 in the morning and I'll be in shah alam for approximately in another 12 hours. To tell how overly excited I am about my convocation, I can't sleep, thus I decided to tried on countless hijab style to wear on the Big Day. I go through loads of youtube videos showing hijab tutorial and ended up with my own style. I picked points from here and there. I guess you can't really copycat others' style of wearing hijab as we are physically different. I tried loads of style but none really suits me. Alright then, I'm off packing bags now.
I'll be wearing purple. Will post pics of my Big Day.

i've fallen for you...

Recently I finally have fallen in love with one special man whom I honestly adore and respect after four years of distancing myself from a committed relationship. Although it wasn't the right moment for him to fall in love now considering his father is terminally ill with parkinson, I would think of it as a blessing in disguise. I know that during this period, he needs someone who he can really talk to because I've been in his shoes once when my mother had stroke. At that time, I didn't really have anyone to talk to. I deal the pressure on my own and I would be grateful if someone was there for me, and listen to what I have to say. I am very thankful that Allah SWT has given me the opportunity to meet someone like him. I hope I get to see him for the rest of my life. InshaAllah, amin.

This song reminded me of you.