01042012

1 April 2012

Beginning of a new chapter in my life.

sims social update

wish you were

It is sad when the person you want to share moment with is nowhere to be reached.

Someone said, when the guy you like stick with you through pain and sorrow...don't let him slip away because he is worth it.  I went through sorrow with my friends backing me up and you are nowhere to be found.

I am so ready to spread my wings and embark on a new journey.

disappointment

Disappointment after disappointment...

Just a reminder

With no significant other to occupy their time, each member of the couple will end up going out more and will inadvertently meet the next person they will be with next.

SOLUTION: This can be prevented by spending more time with significant other over the phone and make effort to see each other, being M.I.A is not helping...it's making significant other frustrated and don't blame the other party if she starts thinking whether to continue making the relationship work or not. Most important is not to let her feel like it is no different being single and in a relationship with you, if she can't depend on you to make her feel better when she is in low point or share happy stories with you, she will tend to look for other people to confide to, slowly you will have no important role in her life.

Long distance relationships mean couples force themselves to talk too much, and forced talking will eventually lead to fights

SOLUTION: Talking is important in LDR as both of you are unable to spend time together often, but too much of it will leads to argument because she is sick and tired of just talking but no action. Have you not realize that action DO speaks louder than words?

This is me sharing through experience!

im not having it!

This is not the time to feel down about your EXes who are married and having babies!

Why do I feel like a loser?

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FRUSTRATING!

when I should be thinking about getting a job

i turn to YOU and only YOU

When you are in low point of your life and no one you can count on...

Turn to ALLAH swt.  HE is always there for you when no one have time to listen to you.  HE is the only one who are capable to help you.  Don't turn your back on HIM.

thanks but no thank you

Love is sometimes funny and surprising...

I am flattered to know that you willingly offer yourself to be my own back up plan should I and mr.beary decide to call it quits.

I am also surprised that it took you a long time to realize that I treat you well but you look at it like I baby you. There's a difference between babying and caring. Thank you for telling me that I'm good to you when you didn't appreciate me.

But now I've moved on and I am genuinely happy with someone who appreciate and understand me and notice the little details about me. I will not cheat nor will I ever think about having a back up man. As for you, you should think things through before deciding on anything because if you don't, you will end up hurting yourself and tag someone along with you. Don't ever settle as second choice for someone.

# 13 on absolute love

I love beef with black pepper.

I would cook this dish everytime I found beef in the fridge and mama would tell me "aren't you sick of it already?" I post a recipe of the dish before and with this one, it's a bit different, the taste is also different. I guess, when you like something so much you would not get tired of it and in my case, I try to cook the dish in many different possible ways.

The ingredients for this dish are:
Beef
For marinade:
1 1/2 tbs of corn starch
2 tbs of soy sauce
Salt
White Pepper
2 cloves of garlic finely chopped
3 bird's eye chili pepper or as we call it cili padi finely chopped
1 chilli roughly chopped
1 onion chopped in rings
Black peppercorn roughly grind
Black pepper sauce

# 12 short story

The Princess and the Pea by Hans Christian Andersen
One of my favourite bedtime story, I read the story a lot when I was a kid.

Once upon a time there was a prince who wanted to marry a princess; but she would have to be a real princess. He travelled all over the world to find one, but nowhere could he get what he wanted. There were princesses enough, but it was difficult to find out whether they were real ones. There was always something about them that was not as it should be. So he came home again and was sad, for he would have liked very much to have a real princess.

One evening a terrible storm came on; there was thunder and lightning, and the rain poured down in torrents. Suddenly a knocking was heard at the city gate, and the old king went to open it.

building a house for 2

I have endure a few relationships that I'm not proud of. It hurts and definitely left a deep permanent scar. I agree it is not entirely the other party's fault and sometimes it is mine. But, now I'm matured and started thinking about having a family of my own, I'm ready to be serious and be committed. It's my turn now, I deserve someone nice just for me. I'm not excellent in other things I do, thus I pray let love be one thing that I'm blessed with.

Building a relationship is like building a house. It has to be able to provide shelter, it must have a strong foundation, it must be protected from disasters, easily accessible and last but not least, requires maintenance.

There should be trust as a solid foundation, 4 walls that are made of honesty, loyalty, understanding and reliability. The roof should be made of love, romance and compassion. There are other things that make a house cosy and comfortable, so does a relationship. Other things that makes it complete are respect, support, care, cooperation, share, committment, consideration, responsibility, patience and loads of other things.

10 things I dislike in a guy

10 things I dislike in a guy

1. Overbearing
2. Easily jealous
3. Makes too many excuses
4. Incompetent due to laziness
5. Passive
6. A commentator
7. Too difficult to please
8. Perfectionist
9. Cocky
10. Self-centered

10 things I want to do before I die

10 things I want to do before I die

1. Learn French
2. Island hopping
3. Swimming lesson for scuba diving activity
4. Loose weight and exercise regularly
5. Go to Europe
6. Be married and have 10 babies
7. Start own business
8. Get a master/phd
9. Learn how to knit
10. Role model to others

# 11 currently on mind

10 things I like about being a university student

1. You can dress up / down to class
2. Secretly passing out notes among classmates during lectures
3. Making noises before lecturers arrive and when they do, pretend that we were studying for their classes
4. Presentations over exams / tests
5. Adrenaline rush whenever there are pop quiz
6. Hanging out in between classes
7. Late night meetings at mamak's till 6 am, sleep a bit and go to class at 8 am like a zombie
8. Weekend karaoke
9. Study group at friend's (yeah right)
10. Attending various events organized by student bodies

weekend with gummy bear

I have the best weekend ever at home! I didn't go anywhere, the rest of the days were dedicated spending time with my gummy bear, best feelings ever! xoxo mon cher~ je t'aime!

# 10 letter to future self

# 9 love story

A girl asked a boy if she was pretty, he said "No". She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever, he said "No". Then she asked him if he would cry if she walked away, he said "No". She had heard enough; she needed to leave.

As she walked away he grabbed her arm and told her to stay. He said "You're not pretty, you're beautiful. I don`t want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die." 

p/s: I know this is cheesy, but I like it.

# 8 anything

Highly Recommended: Ponette

A truly captivating movie about Ponette, a little french girl who lost her mother in a car crash.  She withdraws herself from the world, trying and doing all sorts of things so that her mother would come back.

Starring: Victoire Thivisol
Volpi Cup for Best Actress and Young Artist Award for Best Young Performer in a Foreign Film for Ponette

# 7 short poem

Hold fast to dreams

For if dreams die

Life is a broken-winged bird

That cannot fly.

Hold fast to dreams

For when dreams go

Life is a barren field

Frozen with snow.

Dreams by Langston Hughes

#6 feelings to someone

#5 letter to anybody

1. To my EX-bff who stabs in the back and stole my money and played with my trust

You selfish pathetic human being. It is sad to be you, to have to sneak your way in and pretend that you are nice so that you could stole from me. Your mother must be sad to have someone like you for a daughter because she raised you right with education and teach you moral values. I know she's done the best because she's a teacher herself. She doesn't deserve someone like you. Please don't reproduce, do if you've straighten yourself out!

2. To the person who pretend you are an angel but you are really FAKE!

I know what you did, only I know and the things I know could easily bring you down in the blink of an eye. I'm not going to tell on you because I'm nothing like you. Someday, you will get what you deserve. No wonder you are a mess! With that attitude, prancing around, acting like you are a role model but actually you're not makes me sick! If only people around you know what you are. You didn't deserve respect because you didn't earn it, you are cunning and clever with words. Someday you'll go down, they you'll realize.

3. To the little nosy girl who mind my matters with Teddy.

MYOB! You are pathetic, got no life do you?

p/s: I know you guys are going to read this. GET OFF MY BACK, I surely don't need people like you in my life.

#4 rant on anything

There are loads of things that I found annoying from lies to flies, but the most annoying thing so far is inconsiderate people who cuts line. It's a challenge enough and a test of your patience that you have to wait for your turn while you are actually in a hurry, to see people suddenly come and cuts in line really get on my nerves. Clearly they are selfish and only think of themselves, without guilt, cuts in line without thinking of others. Everybody wants to hurry, everyone got issues to get to. I don't care whoever they are, you just have to line up and wait for your turn like everybody else. Of course this doesn't apply to the elderly and sick people. If I have the license to slap, I would slap some senses to these mindless idiots.