right here waiting

Never try, never fail...perhaps that's what I should do considering I terribly suck at love department.  Everytime I set my eyes on someone, everytime I'm trying to build my own happiness, something somewhere went wrong.  Was it my fault to be so giving?so give in?too caring?too loving?should I care less and make guys chase after me instead? Almost sick and tired.  When I love, I love unconditionally, truthfully, with all my heart...but no one see that. When I care too much, turn out I'm annoying.  Do you know what it feels like when someone you are deeply in love with, the one that you miss everyday, the one that you patiently wait for tells you that you annoyed him? Reality just slap me right in the face.. Realize when he said he doesn't give answers? That means he doesn't want you to get to know him.

There you have it Jihan, the ugly truth, leave him alone already, he doesn't need you, didn't he mentioned he works best alone? Snap out of it! Stop chasing dream, it's not real.

Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me going crazy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
Waiting for you