what a girl wants

a day before convocation

What's so syiok on the 25th? It's my convocation of course! YAY!

I'm currently super duper excited about it and went on googling convocation. Apparently, convocation means "calling together" in Latin.

It's 1:30 in the morning and I'll be in shah alam for approximately in another 12 hours. To tell how overly excited I am about my convocation, I can't sleep, thus I decided to tried on countless hijab style to wear on the Big Day. I go through loads of youtube videos showing hijab tutorial and ended up with my own style. I picked points from here and there. I guess you can't really copycat others' style of wearing hijab as we are physically different. I tried loads of style but none really suits me. Alright then, I'm off packing bags now.
I'll be wearing purple. Will post pics of my Big Day.

i've fallen for you...

Recently I finally have fallen in love with one special man whom I honestly adore and respect after four years of distancing myself from a committed relationship. Although it wasn't the right moment for him to fall in love now considering his father is terminally ill with parkinson, I would think of it as a blessing in disguise. I know that during this period, he needs someone who he can really talk to because I've been in his shoes once when my mother had stroke. At that time, I didn't really have anyone to talk to. I deal the pressure on my own and I would be grateful if someone was there for me, and listen to what I have to say. I am very thankful that Allah SWT has given me the opportunity to meet someone like him. I hope I get to see him for the rest of my life. InshaAllah, amin.

This song reminded me of you.

im a hopeless romantic when i think of you

p/s: of all your pictures, I like this one the most because in this you smile the brightest and you look dreamy, maybe it's because of the cloud and sky, but without them, you still look dreamy to me. my own McDreamy...

I wrote your name in the sky,

but the wind blew it away.

I wrote your name in the sand,

but the waves washed it away.

I wrote your name in my heart,

and forever it will stay.

- anonymous

a story about finding true love that i find dreamy

While in the subway station, a 21 y/o web developer, Patrick saw a girl (her name is Camille) who he claimed is his dream girl. She got off the train and they got separated, Patrick was thinking of chasing after her but he didn't want her to think that he was stalking her. Thus, he made a website NYGIRLOFMYDREAMS and ask the public to spread the website in order to find her. The website spread like a virus and finally he found her, their first meeting was set up by Good Morning America.

you are always on my mind

What is the use of crying over a dead cat?

It is just a cat, another domesticated animal.

A cat doesn’t do anything, it just poop, sleep, eat, play around, then poop again.

A cat doesn’t help you with house chores, it cannot go to grocery and get you things, it doesn’t work and help you pay the bills…

Then again,

My cat is my beloved pet, I raised him since he was little, the only survivor of three other siblings. His mother left him when he was just 2 weeks old. I gave them milk, every 3 hours, I willingly woke up at 3am, and sleep at 12pm after giving them milk. I was dedicated and determined to nursed and cared for them until they able to eat on their own. But only he survived. The one and only. He was stronger and he has faith in me. He was determined to live.

24 cheesy lines to say to ur gf/bf

still in raya mood

Salam,

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri...today is the 9th of Syawal and the Muslims in Malaysia are still in the mood to celebrate Aidilfitri. Most blogger will talk about how their hari raya went, but I'm going to skip that norm because hari raya is kind of similar every year except that I have to do extra chores as my cousins are fast married and most are spending their hari raya with the in laws. So, I'm still stuck doing chores with mama and aunts with the exception of my younger sister because she is ignorant and prefer running away with laptop in hand. But I'm not complaining because if I didn't do them, who else will? I can't possibly left mama and aunts doing all the heavy things. Plus, it was a good exercise.

I wouldn't wish for a better hari raya celebration with my family at kampung as I like it as it is. Hoping to celebrate next year Aidilfitri with a husband by my side.

10 random questions by fya

Tagged by fya from Mind Rambling

10 random facts about yourself

outspoken, talkative, unpredictable, straightforward, easily annoyed, loves to cook, loves cat, loves surprises, hate spicy food, daydream a lot

09 things you do everyday

I shower a lot or whenever I feel hot, I play computer games, I pray that I and people around me are bless by Allah swt, daydreaming, cooking, surf the internet, drink a lot and eat, organize something, hang out seeing friends or talk by the phone

08 things annoy you

inconsiderate people, nags, when there's no good tv show to watch, when appointments are easily cancelled, reckless driver who refuse to get in line and park wherever they like, things that are reported as good but they turn out disappointing, people who take things for granted, unbearable situation that suffocates me

The LDR

Love comes in many forms; love of mother to her child, love among best friends, love between 2 persons that usually end up in marriage, love is a meal prepared for you, even a smile or a hello. Love helps personal growth from within and able to carry one through obstacles. One should not receive all the love one can get but also give love back because it is one way to repay the gift of life.

The love I would like to talk about is the love between 2 persons that hopefully will end up with marriage - till death do us part. Commonly, there are 3 stages which are first, you are a friend, then you express your feelings, you become lover, then you are ready to commit, you become married couple. A lover is someone who loves his/her other half in a relationship that they form under mutual wants and needs. Although, some are lucky when it comes to love, others may experience hardships and difficulties for example being in a long distance relationship. It is a relationship that takes place when the people involve in a relationship are separated by a distance. They may get separated over the need to further studies oversea, being deported, the need to travel to various countries on job account - even if there are ways to get connected, you can't really be satisfied unless the person you love is in front of you because you need to touch, smell, see, hear voice, taste the lips...ahem. Most cases, people in this type of relationship falls apart, seeing someone else without the other partner knowledge, grows colder between each other and end up separated. They will become frustrated because of the distance that keeps each other apart and mostly the relationship doesn't work out. They will be disappointed as the love they have for each other turn out not to be so great - most common excuses are: